Whew…this week is BRAYZZZZZZZZZZEEEEEEEEEEE …monday i woke up late fo sckOol cuz i was talkin to maria until 2am on sunday night so den my ass was lazee to get up an get my ass ready fo sckOo…so yeh ma mama started yelling at me n ma sista cuz we aint even at sckOo..dat was 10am so me n her was getting ready fo sckOo I called my homeboy joseph  to sckOoped me up to go to mira mesa wit mz reeh juz to talk to her boo boo ryback! But den it ended up not goin der cuz joseph got stuck in tha middle of street cuz his gay ass car be brippin well yeh my ass walked all tha way to mz reeh pad cuz i aint bout goin to sckOoo, my ass wasnt ready fo sckOo –ya know-..den yeh I was @ mz reeh pad till 6 i think round 1pm mz ren called @ mz reeh to say wddp an yeh we was juz talkin bout wha we gonna do, but her ass was wit mr ed an her boo boo mr ryan, so den she ended up goin @ mz reeh pad to bick it an den gyeh we asked mr ed to go to mira mesa cuz mz reeh here wanted to go der soo freakin bad to talk to her boo boo.. but den mr ed had no gas so i ended up bein @ mz reeh pad fo tha whole day until 6. mr ed,mz ren an her boo boo went an sckOoped mz ash all tha way 2 UC an yeh  an yeh der were juz bickin it der….an den i went outside to go to @ ryan paddyO to see if my sista der but i ended up seeing kuya chris goin to @ ryna paddyO so i decided to ask kuya chris to check if ma sista der so i guess she wasnt der an yeh i used his cell to call my sister but den i saw hazel nut drivin goin to ryan paddyo too so i asked her if she kno where my sista @ well she told she at night sckOo or saem…hah –ya kno- NIGHT SCKOO… an den i saw mz janice wit her boo boo drivin across at tha paddyo of mr ryan so me n her talked fo a lil while an **** cuz i havent seen her in a hot one –ya kno- den i went back to mz reeh pad to get my stuff so i ended up being at ryan paddyo wit mr chris, mz hazel nut, an mr jr so we was chillin der an i was juz smokin outside an mz julie saw me talking bout i need to stop smoking well sowee grl i cant hah at least i aint no daym crack head nomo…-ya kno- so i asked her to bring my ass home cuz foshOo i need to get my ass home but den she sed gonna come back. so i waited fo her while i was bickin it wit dem ****Az an she came wit mr dominic so den she around 630 or 640 she i went home but den once i got my ass der nobody was home xcept my grandma..hah i aint bout planning stayin der wit her –ya kno- i kno its messed up but man she a **** talker too so i decided to b wit mz julie agen…n yeh we was juz der den after dat we went out den my sister called while we was rent’n some TAGALOG MOVIE hahah ya kno den after dat i went wit mz julie to sckooped her 2 sister which is elaine an her oder sista…an tha rest of em dey went bacc to ryan paddyo an yeh we sckOoped dem up den we dropped em off den after dat we went back to ryan paddyO n we was juz der eatin an watchin oOo man me n mz julie was juz HOLLLERING sum guy, but hahah it coOo i wasnt really into dem hahahha ya kno den afta it was around 730 wen we got der an i was juz talkin to mz reeh on tha cell an mr “JAMIE” frm MM hah i aint bout talkin bout it..well den after dat her cell phone DIED =( which is SUCKKKKKKKK so den i juz decided to watch wit dem hahahahha yeh it was kinna nasty ass movie…so after dat i think i got home round hmmmmmm 1130 n yeh i had talked wit my stepdad evrythng how i feel an how he feel yup all tha thangz i wanted to say..i feel a lil bit B’TTER der yup so den after dat i was juz tlkin on tha phone wit mz reeh an sum oder peeps :ehh: i dun even member nomo…tuesday hmmm naen really happened my ass went to sckOoo yeh 1^st per. same ol daym ****ty naen really happen der…bunch of bull **** all we did was EAT an watch MTV an den went to my testin’ room 504 an yeh we did testin’ after dat me n mz marina smoked in tha baffroom.. ya kno we was stressin’ bout saem den we went back to 1^st per which we came late den yeh tha teacher was brippin on me n mz marina cuz we were later den after everyone looked at us an sed “dangggggg i can smell yall” but ya kno me I DUN GIVE A DAYMMMMMMM really den yeh we have to stay when tha bell rang but hahahah o man we were like “nah we have to make up tha test an bla dez bla dat” so obviously he let us go…lil fuccccccccka den after dat LUNCH i saw mz hazel nut mz panot (my sister) mr bertO, mr jammmmmmmes, mr rondel, mr crackhead eric, mr dominic an mr flip frm aib..so fo tha 1^st time my sister asked me to go wit her to ditch so den im like ‘hahahha ok” so den i went get mz nina here to ditch wit me den everyone was happy when i came at tha bick it spot hahah i feel hecka special –ya kno- den yeh all of us ditchhhhh we had 2 car den yeh me,my sister,hazel nut an nina ditch so den yeh we went eat me n ma sis were fight’n an yehhhhhhh i dun wanna talk bout it….afta dat hazel nut n my sister went an bicked it at ryan paddyo pad an me n nina bicked it at mz reeh pad den yeh we were juz chillin der an talking an we ateeee den yeh went home around 130pm an fo tha 1^st time my bitch ass mom didnt say nada..hahah foshuRe an yeh after dat i was juz talkin’ to mz reeh an mz nina on tha phone…wednesday hmmmmmm went tOoo sckOoo same ol ****tttttttttt but diff schedule everyone was juz missin me an huggin me oooooooooo hellllllll yeh i feel special den after dat i went to mz nina pad foshUreeeeee mz pimpin kat took us at nina pad cuz I didn’t wanna come home..hell yehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh den after dat we went at mz reeh pad chillinnnn an we were juz talking der an :smokin: like a dumb ass den after dat i went home around i think 6 yup mr noel brought me homeeeeeee den yehhhhhhh i was juz talk’n on tha phone fo tha whole time wit mz reeh an mr jomar…thursday yes my ass wanst at sckOoo mr mike brought me to mz reeh pad around 700 in tha mornin’ den after dat we were juz watchin tv an talking an i cook cuz i was hecka hungry an den mr chris visited me n mz reeh at tha pad yeh naen really we were juz talkin’ den round 1230 mr jomar sckOooped us up to go to mira mesaaaaaaaa…dennnnnnnn yeh I DUN WANNA TALK BOUT WHA HAPPENED DERRRRRRRRR….all i can say issssssss I HATE IT an at tha same time I LOVED IT…so yeh i came home round 8 at night, but my day was kinna bad/good but its aight cuz i guess life is a bitchhhhhhhhhhh…but one thang was it was fun talk’n to evry1 der..hahahah i feel special when they talk to u bout tha problems even though u didnt tell dem n dey juz go up to u n talk to u :sigh: i juz LOVE IT n i had fun singin wit mz joyce frm AL an dats bout it went home got introuble n fo tha 1^st time my ass went to sleep around 9..hahah funny a$$ ****t….friday now im here at sckOoo writin’ im here in my computahhhhhhhhhhh cklass…yeh i miss my HOMIES..an den yeh im outta here naen is up rii nowwwwwwww….mr mike is flirt’n rii now so imma bizounce here…byeeeee

 Ps. I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUU man….thankz fo those ppl who was listenin to me about my situation..an u mz reeh feel better..i love u grl im always gonna b hur fo me…much love n take care of yo self aight?

hmmmmm.... well today is sunday didnt do **** yesterday i decided to stay home...oh man i was juz chillin like a dumb ass...i kinna wanted to go to dat one partay which is was my homeboy partay an tha oder open partay dez guy name "eddison" or whaeva...i was lazee as fucc, i was kinna ...but s'cOoo so anyway all i did was watch BROWN SUGAR an BARBERSHOP? did i spelled dat **** right? haahhaaha im burnt but yeh i had fun watchin em cuz i havent seen em...so anyway mr. mike ova hur called me while i was watch'n...so i have to biZounce dat time cuz i was bZ watch'n an yeh i was happy talkin to my buddy marky mark cuz he was at my ex paddyO so yeh we were juz talk'n bout stuff...i was gonna go to church wit him today but daym fuccer didnt call me..lil bitch hahah uno i love u buddy...so anyway around maybe 100 am i called freakin jomar to talk to ms. reeh but she wasnt der she was in tha otha car wit hah jamie an don don or waeva...well yeh n den i guessed i called ms. reeh around 2 cuz jomar told me shes home already hmmm i wonder y der home so early.. but anyway ms. reeh told me wha happened...o MAN uno wha guyz man its fucced up wha chu guyz did...how in tha hell u gonna do dat to a person wen he didnt do **** to yall, juz cuz yall heard saem, u guyz dun have to pull saem dat made every1 SCURRED...man dat juz disrespectfuL...lil negZ mayN...but yeah datZ yall..wha can i do bout it when **** happens...hah well yeh anyway wen i called ahem J ahem cell phone hah its kinna obvious how he was lettin peeps answer his daym cell phone...uno wha foo? if u dun wanna talk den fucc might as well juz fuccin tell me, wha so hard fo u to tell me wddp? its kinna dumb wha chu doin, uno why? cuZ tha thangs u do, got me think'n...i thought u were tha guy i thought u was, but u aint..cuz ur one of dem guyz who play soooo fuccin much..u will never never find tha rii grl fo u...an yeh mr. shadow here told me "he really wants chU" hah oh mannnnnnnnnnn if u do..HELLO wha tha fucc r u doin den? ignoring my calls aint gonna get chu no where.....yeh it hurts wha chu doin rii now...cuz its really fucced up...i wish sumbody would do dat to u....so u would kno how it feel...BZ huh? bz fo cathy or catherine...pshhh waeva! n yeh my cuhZin called me....kk called me n we was juz talkin..oh man i dun even remember who called me yesterday...it was a lotta dem...but s'cooOo cuz im a

Ps..i miss JON (mr lost one)...WHERE YOU @? hahahhah hoLLa 

hmm..well tha rest of dez week was juz "bleh" aight, so anyway i juz got bacc frm ma ckuZin house i was der fo like daym a week i think, my ass was :D dat i was away frm ma pad ckuz i wasnt tryna hear my mama talk **** bout me ckuz dat all she do to make me go brayze on dat bitch, but s'cOo i aint bout brippin on dat bitch rii now...but yeh i was der on tuesday through saturday mo'ning! well on tuesday i didnt do **** der but eat,watch tv an talk to my ckuzin 'bout life,boyfriend an otha ****ty. wed. same ol' **** n our asses wouldnt sleep until 5 in tha mo'ning aint dat sum ****..lOl an thursday hmm we went out...me,my ckUzin an tha big brodar of hers went wit us to watch a movie, so we left around 715 den we got der hmm round 720 so den we watched anger management which is i belong der hahahhah IM BURNT den me n my ckuZin went an buy sum HOT DOG hahaha den my eye caught saem outside so it was dem 2 fine guyz so den i was tryna check who it was cuz he looked so familiar so waited fo dem to go inside hahah dey wit der mama which is was FUNNY so den i guess wen my cuhZin looked back she sed dat dey :wave: at us, so iono dey prolly was tryna holla at her cuz she was kinna dressed up dat time n my ass was juz straight out ghetto wit my boxer hangin out an dem pants saggin n **** so we went bacc n hahahahah dey were goin tha same direction as us n dey were behind me i was walkin slow cuz my pants was fallin down n den i was eating my hot dog an my ckuzin wantZ ta holla one of dem so iono why she was shy but im s'COOo der wit der mama i aint bout doin my hOLlEratioN in front of der mama...hah YOUR BRIPPIN so after dat we watched den we went to oder movie n it was "bring down" with queen latifa or whatever ahahha man it was dead it was onlee wha 10 ppl was der man i was LOUD cuz my ass was laughin hard..man shoulda been der but u wasnt so hahah too bad so later dat night hah oh man she asked me if im talkin to sumboDy now, well since my ass couldnt say **** of wha she asked me i juz straight out sed "yeh, but iono wddp ckUz i thought dez is gonna b last fo me ckuz i planned it to take dez **** seriously wit him, but it ended not to ckuZ i think he was tryna ignore my ckall or he dun wanna talk but im coO" but den daym at 1st i wasnt really feeling dat nigga at all i mean yeh he has tha lOoks an all dese ****ty but at 1st real **** i was not really feeling it but den wen dat time wen we aint talkin nomo  dang my ass was thinkin bout him fo sum reason an my ass started having feelings an yeh i missed talkin to him even thoUgh sumtime it was hell QUIET! burnt...my ass was , but its aight his prolly not tha guy fo me anyway, ckUz my big brodar told me wddp bout him an dats how exactly whas goin on between me n him, but hah i aint bout brippin on dat foOo ckuz der lotta moe guyz out der fo me "ya knO" lol...anyway yeh our asses couldnt sleep until 5 my ckuzin was juz talkin to my homeboy ericK which is dats my ex brodar..ahahha im tha og uno why? ill tell u later ckuZ foShOo its gonna take an hour  or not even...an dat night i couLdnt sleep an i was juZ listen'n to sum slow jams an dat got me thinkin...mayn i hate wen dat **** happens, but s'kOo cuz i guess dat juz life shoUld b...:eek: whatever, fuCc tha buLlcRap maN! hmmm on friday my ckuzin woke me up around 10 my ass was heCka sleepy an she woke me up cuz her homies called her talkin bout dem takin pikaturez..daym dat early? my ass would go later if i was dem, brayzee asses well yeh i was in a rush i didnt kNo wha to wear so my ass was juz straight out ghetto i was wearing sum short under an i was wearing my dickies an yes i was saggin an i was wearing some shirt dat ses "go mickey its your birthday" uhmnn yeh i thought it was cOo so i weared dat fo my toP..it was sum kind of house clothes an ****...so hmm den we left at tha house around man 1130 so den i guess kim sister "faye" skOoOped one of their homies...so den we went all tha way to excel pikatures an i was juz der watchin dem take der pictures which is coO so we were der fo like :eek: an hour lOokin at their pics,chattin an eating so den my uncle sKoOoopEd us up, eh it was around 2 den my uncle dropped all of em an yeh we went an eat an den buy sum shoe an dem hmm we got home prolly around 8 den DRAMA came up..omg FAMILY ****ty but i aint bout bringin dat **** up cuz hah dat juz gonna ruin my day but s'cOo thoUgh i guess imma change fo gOoD...imma keep myself bZ now, cuZ im tired of deZ ****..FUCC life, FUCC curfew...FUCC guyz an BITCHES...."hah ya kNo" me an my ckuZin was juz TIREDDDDD so we slept hahah EARLY around hmmmm 11..aint dat sum **** tOo? well yeh dats about it an my ass woke up around 10 am my big ckuZin dropped me off here at my pad an here i am typing wha i did..well dat was my DAY..hahah aint dez loNg? well too bad i was having fun typing "YA HURD" im outta hur -bYE